木曜日, 5月 12, 2005

Glory Be To God

Therefore, also, God did highly exalt him, and gave to him a name that {is}
above every name, that in the name of Jesus every knee may bow--of heavenlies,
and earthlies, and what are under the earth--and every tongue may confess that
Jesus Christ {is} Lord, to the glory of God the Father.”
- Philippians 2:9-11

Blessings and blessings in disguise

My horoscope [You’ve bitten off more than you can chew, but a lot of it is gristle. Spit that nasty stuff out, and focus on the meat. When you zone in on what’s important, you are spectacularly productive. ] I probably did.
I would be leaving most parts of the CP project but I want to leave it as organized and as well-directed as it should be. Thus, today was a very exhausting Quality Assurance and Functional Verification Day. And I discovered that God gave me and the rest of my team a miracle. Indeed all things happen for a reason ~ for the greater good.
I shuffle my focus at work, one week in CP, next week in G1G3, following week in Applx, and so on and so forth. And because of these great people that I work with, I somehow manage. As for my private stuff, I must admit that I really need to zone in on what's important.
My other project, G1G3 is ~ so far so good, good thing I'll be having a lot of time on the plane this weekend to devote to updating myself and re-alligning my focus for next week. Sometimes I ask myself, is this what I'm really made for? Ahh, but I'm letting CP go anyway....and I've been blessed with cooperative members, my many angels. Yeah, right, my many angels?! They surround me all the time, why haven't I realized that sooner. I must have done something good to have these much great persons in my life! These are my blessings in disguise. Counting the obvious ones...good career, financial blessings, friends, good health, enough sleep (yes! I can sleep for 6 hours straight now~) and many many more, why am I fretting over petty things that come my way????

水曜日, 5月 11, 2005

Tita Of My Life

An event can be seen as a mistake or a miracle depending on the prism through which you view your life. – An excerpt from the book Small Miracles

Think about it, it could really be how you view what’s happening with your life. It’s like looking a half-empty or half-full glass, you either treat each opportunity with optimism or hate every moment of disastrous things that happen in our daily lives.

I have co-workers who are really pains in the ass. One whom I’d like to call Tita is someone who seems angry with the whole world. It seems her day will never be complete is she hasn’t nagged, and it feels as though it’s her lifelong mission is to share her misery with the rest of the world. I admit to be so tired of her. She’s one emotional burden that is too heavy to carry and sometimes I also start to be angry with the world. I lose my patience and my enthusiasm with everything that involves her. I remember HB once commented out that he couldn’t understand why I need to take on so many people and fight with them. It just dawned to me now that he might be telling me that I am transforming into a monster myself and most of the time, he’d feel all the negative energies and we both didn’t realize it sooner that he easily became my victim. Thinking about it now, will I consider meeting Tita a mistake or a blessing in disguise? It is obvious that with her every mistake is an opportunity for me to shine and I couldn’t have reached my latest status now if not for her shortcomings. But doesn’t that sound so selfish? I am grateful for the blessings that were given to me but sometimes I think the trade is too high ~ my usually jolly and bright personality….Going back to Tita, her continuous display of superciliousness could be another miracle I need. She is a constant reminder that I don’t want to be the kind of person that she is.

月曜日, 5月 09, 2005

Em's world in a glance

I got my US visa, thank God. Noji's positive attitude cheers me up. Little by little CP is getting better, that's great! Even though it's difficult to let go, I must. I should do it this week. Aiko-san's caring ways warms my heart. I miss the Global CRM JP Team and I'm excited to surf with them this weekend in Sta. Cruz. And I need to decide whether I drop by LA or just hang around SFO. I still miss HB but a fight is a fight! Mefanamic acid has absolutely no effect on my aching body. But I still wanna play badminton this week. My allergy to the extreme Manila heat is worsening, super yucckkkk!!!!!
All in all, fair enough..

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