金曜日, 10月 13, 2006
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In-N-Out

Finally American Food! I, Julie and Michael had dinner at In-N-Out last night. 'Twas nice to finally have something American especifically Californian. I'm no fan of burgers but In and Out is really good and healthy. It's the only fastfood restaurant that I know really uses fresh potatoes to make French Fries! They use fresh ingredients and the veggies are really crunchy, yum yum.
Too bad In-N-Out is exclusively found in California alone. The burger patty is really rich and veggies are so yummy! Not to mention that the fries are sweeter. Price is average, not too bad. Which reminds me, I should take Lanye to one of these. I won't allow her to miss the In-N-Out burger experience, only in California!
While devouring our burgers, Julie, Mike and I chatted about the negative side of segmentation and we all agreed that operations should not be segmented.***
I have a feeling that Julie is trying to get my support so she'll be re-assigned to OHP. I can tell she doesn't have passion to manage the QA team. ***
I'm so envious of Mike's iRobot, an intelligent vacuum cleaner for lazybones like me! Ahahaha***
Finally, I came face to face with Dave. He looks really good and he'll fly to Taiwan next weekend. Good, good. My flight's Friday and I don't need a perfect excuse not to go to the airport together. I really suck. Hahaha.
木曜日, 10月 12, 2006

With too much to do today, I decided to compose myself first and mess up a badly taken photo of HB. (Turned out great I think)I'm quite satisfied with how this ended up, mostly describing the latest chapter of our turbulent 2-year (has it been 2 years?!) story. Dark but distinct. If this was a painting, I would have loved the way the face is tilted relative to the angel of the eyes. Life's complexity is acknowledged but not questioned. This is his moment here at the crossroad - and all I can do is give him time...
Hmm....I should start my Heart Series again. Oh one hand, nah! Such a shame that I'm wasting away my thoughts on petty stuffs. My dailies are all about mushy stuffs lately. I should be discovering something more worthwhile do to and find my purpose in this world! But I will have my fair share soon. The only other thing I can be proud of myself is providing for my brothers' education. I would give anything for my siblings. Hardly a heroic deed.
On the side
- Omi-san is also resigning. Sad thing.
- I can't decide where I'm going for my vacation.
- I opened my Mixi for the 1st tme in 6 months.
- Should I take my brothers to HK this Christmas or not???? Oh, I can't decide.
- Have a little goosebump at the thought of facing Dave..hahaha, I don't know how to tell him.
- Debating if I need to buy a new camera or not.
- The thought that I can be NOT CONFINED in this company is kind of liberating.
- Read Ton's blog and wished that I was eloquent enough to say the right words.
- Glad for Oggie, seems like he's doing great. I absolutely love his photos.
- Looking forward to the catch-up lunch or dinner with Sherwin, classmate of mine in PUP. It's been like 10 years?!
- Looking forward to going home....
火曜日, 10月 10, 2006

Mike and I think he's great person and really good. A great plus is he's also down-to-earth. I hope there are more of his kind. Certainly not the most exciting thing to do in Cupertino especially at 10pm but as they say, 'Don't Quit Your Day Job!'. I bet Liz is not used to working this hard and this much. I can guess Wilson too.
Today's gonna be a full day for 2007 Planning and the rest of the night will be for completing the Tech Spec review. I'll also give time to VBMS remaining activities tonight. My meeting tomorrow doesn't start until 1pm and I have a small window. Thu and Friday would be solely dedicated to CRM...and I just narrated the remaining days of my usually busy week.

I'm looking at the tourist guides and I'm beginning to regret not staying at least a couple more hours to visit Lake Tahoe. I hope to go to Sta. Cruz this Friday with UAG members and enjoy the BoardWalk there. October's a little bit cold but I want to get fresh air and I hope my UAG children would oblige and endulge me Friday afternoon.

Things would probably not improve now and I'm gonna be stuck in this situation (and depression) for a while but I've gotta give myself a break. I then made a commitment to myself to smile a little, spend time with myself, go back and work out.
I cannot let all the bad vibes rule me. That's not the Emzi I know. How can I let all these silly circumstances defeat me. I don't have to look like a loser just because deep inside I'm struggling. After my 60-minute workout, I felt a little happier and a bit more alive. I've gotta lose some flabs here and there. I declared to myself. Today's work prevented me swimming time but I'll try to do some laps tomorrow morning. I still need to do tons of work but I have this detached feeling. I have sustain right now, it's an operations error. Strange that I feel really detached....Sure I'll do it, but....I guess I'm really ready to go.
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