金曜日, 3月 18, 2005
Monumental Friday
After a very crucial 18 hours of hard work, we did it! CP is now UP and RUNNING! Finally had a well-deserved 4 hours sleep! This would have not been possible without the support of all the people around me. I feel so blessed being surrounded by these nice helpful colleagues.
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There's still so much work but one major burden has gone off my shoulder, whew~ From now on, post-mortem. What have I learned? How have I grown? Which areas could I improve further? This project tells a lot of my recent biography! I'm glad that we've finally made the major leap.
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Post-mortem...endings...new beginnings...How could I break it gently to all those that I've worked with and have fought for in the last 10 months? I was tempted to reconsider my other options, but I guess there are things in life that are more worth giving a try.
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Or is it really worth it? Maybe yes, maybe not but at least I have given it a try. There's no regret. Leaving something behind is almost always the hardest thing to do, often twice as difficult as plunging into the unknown future. But nobody really stays stagnant, there is no such thing as forever. They say that the higher the stake, the higher the risk. We only live once. We can only walk this journey once...and I chose to walk the unfamiliar road and hope that it will make the difference.
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Ahh! Plunging into the unknown..equipped with nothing but faith. They always say that the Lord loves you so much that he gives you these trials to overcome, hone you into a refined gold and make you come closer to Him. I fight a lot with my God just like I would with my parents but in the end, when nothing seems to work for me, it's always been me & my sheppard.
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ANG PANGINOON ANG AKING PASTOLKoro:Ang Panginoon ang aking pastolpinaginginhawa akong lubos1.Handog N'yang himlaya'y sariwang pastulanang pahingahan ko'y payapang batisanhatid sa kaluluwa ay kaginhawahansa tumpak na landas Siya ang patnubay (Koro)2.Madilim na lambak man ang tatahakin koWala akong sindak Siya'y kasama koang hawak N'yang tungkod ang siyang gabay koTangan N'yang pamalo sigla't tanggulan ko (Koro)
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Yes, it's kiss and make up with my God...hahaha, so much for our LQ! But is it going to be really kiss & make up with me and HB? I'd like to believe that there's always a time, a perfect timing for everything. I've done my part, and I've made my choice...now it's all up to him.
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Temporary triumph for my seemingly never-ending saga with MM! A-san got the support of Lolo J. If W.Co accepts the offer, he'd be a suitable replacement for me, and I'd feel safe leaving my 'children' in capable hands :)
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I'm leaving on a jetplane! Yup, counting down to 2 days. My schedule would be excrutiating. MLA ETA 21:00. Monday - Work. Reimbursements! Stocks! Date with BPAs. Back to hometown for funeral. Tuesday - Bills! Bills! Bills! More reimbursements! Wed ~ Sat. The laid back life of Batanes. Sat-Monday. Beach. Sleep. Unwind.
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2005Q1's about to end. What have I learned? Let me figure it out. Snowboarding. Yup, that's a first. Make a stand! For all that I believed in. Self-acceptance. What else?? Nahh~ I'd like to leave the rest til post-mortem.
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Tonight is the time to tidy up and pack my winter clothes! Ooohhh~ Yes, winter has ended. Welcome spring! Welcome new Em ~ What's in store for Q2???? お楽しみに！
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But first things first....Tomorrow it's Yokohama with Orson, Marvin, Johnny and Agdie.
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