水曜日, 3月 02, 2005
Genki Jyanai No Watashi
I've been doing a lot of soul-searching lately. No matter how hard I try to focus on the things that have more importance right now, or on those that really matters most, I just can't seem to get my acts together. Sometimes I ask myself, is this because of the cold winter season? Or because I'm in that dreaded phase of a young woman's life already? Is this hormonal?? Or is it plainly because I can't get a hold of my own life. Yes!~ strange isn't it? I manage projects. I manage people. I manage a business. I'm great at all. And yet, I can't get a hold of my own life. How pathetic...
This has cost me sleepless nights. I often find myself wondering what tomorrow really holds for me. Right now, my career and my life are on hold. Everything is suspended. And I feel so lost.
Sometimes I try to motivate myself saying out loud 'you are a great person!'. To make it even better, I posted a big 'Good Morning Beautiful!' poster in my cube. I may have read a thousand inspirational stories. Tried to sing 'Sukiyaki' over and over again in my head. Watched funny japanese 'anime'. But nothing can make me feel better. No, not even Smap's Shingo!
I hate to admit it but I am in a slump....
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