火曜日, 5月 17, 2005
Matters of the heart
Doug, the US HR Mgr apologized for not being able to set me up on a date when I get here in Cupertino. I was kidding last time in Munich that I desperately need an 'agent' hahahaha. I didn't think he'd take it seriously. Although, I have to admit that I met an interesting guy ~ funny, frank, thoughtful and he has this easy-going aura (completely HB's opposite). But there's a catch here, it turned out he's married.. [sayang!] Well, I leave my heart all to fate and just enjoy single life and the freedom to engage in flings, hahaha...I should be really careful though not to misbehave too much, a lot of these info might reach HB, mahirap na....Hayyy, even now, I still consider him. See, the thing with intra-office relationships is when you decide to be with an officemate you also decide NOT TO BE WITH ANOTHER OFFICEMATE in case things don't turn out well. I learned too late, I already crossed that bridge and there's no turning back. I guess my real sentiment is 'i'm turning 29 soon, without a boyfriend and a bleak prospect of having a good relationship.' I guess I want to be with someone, I want to belong to someone and I don't want to be alone. I wish I'd spend my 29th birthday on a Star Wars marathon with somebody special this time...what a shameful, selfish and immature wish for a 29er!
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