木曜日, 3月 09, 2006
Heavy Hat To Wear
People expect me to be light and bubbly.
People expect me to make their day bright and beautiful.
People expect me to pour some enthusiasm..and faith.
People expect me to be tough and ruly.
People expect me to speak my mind.
People don't think I also cry.
People can't imagine that I sometimes falter.
People want me to be there for them.
People longs to listen to my stories.
People see the Ate in me.
But I want to be alone for a while.
I want to sob and cry and mourn and pity myself.
I want to dwell in my sadness and cleanse my soul.
I want to be weak sometimes.
I don't care if nobody listens.
I just need time.
Space.
Welcoming arms.
When I'm ready to face the world again.
But for now...
I just want to be
The other side of me.
People expect me to make their day bright and beautiful.
People expect me to pour some enthusiasm..and faith.
People expect me to be tough and ruly.
People expect me to speak my mind.
People don't think I also cry.
People can't imagine that I sometimes falter.
People want me to be there for them.
People longs to listen to my stories.
People see the Ate in me.
But I want to be alone for a while.
I want to sob and cry and mourn and pity myself.
I want to dwell in my sadness and cleanse my soul.
I want to be weak sometimes.
I don't care if nobody listens.
I just need time.
Space.
Welcoming arms.
When I'm ready to face the world again.
But for now...
I just want to be
The other side of me.
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