土曜日, 4月 23, 2005
Something noble to do
Some people spend time helping the poor, volunteering at the home for the aged, sponsoring a street child to go to school, cleaning the park, baby sitting. But what about me? How can I help build a better place in this world? I noticed that all I do is really work. Not so noble. All I do is plan for vacation, for travel, or for long sleep. But it doesn't hold so much meaning in my life. Coz it's all about me. I wish I stop writing about myself. I wish the day would come where I'd be posting something good I do for other people. Nah, I don't do much for other people, I suppose. All I do is look at myself, see the pathetic little creature inside me, mourn over the temporary insanity of my hypothalamus. What is it really that I can do to make a difference in this world instead of bumming myself around the house like any typical couch-potato? How can I make better use of my time instead of worrying about my infected pimples? How can I better spend my money instead of drowning on clothes, clothes, clothes? I tried to serve by joining SFC. But I guess I didn't really feel the sincerity. Not theirs (SFC's) but mine. I tried to be active in Church, but I couldn't find what I'm looking for inside. I tried to be an environmentalist, even became a National President of EarthSavers Club. Yes, I care about the environment but ~.... I'm getting tired of playing Barbie. I mean, I'm sure there is more to the real essence of a woman than her fashion, right? I want to make better use of my time than spend the moments ticking away like a vacuum. I have to fill that empty space. But how?
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